Well maybe I should start off with a little about myself: I'm 16, play tennis, high honors and top 10% of my class (~600). I don't have tons of friends but I am very close to the ones I have. Now on to my problem... Over the past year I feel like I have changed so much. I have started drinking (only socialy), got my first real job, visisted my brother at college to see what life will be like away from parents, got my license, and even smoked weed for the first time. Even though my general personality hasn't changed, everything else has. I know that I am at a big stage in my life right now, but I am confused. Part of me longs for the days of innocense and no responsibility, but the other part is enjoying new freedoms and hoping for a bright future. I am also realizing all of the mistakes I have made in my life, and wish of changing them (relationships mostly). As they say i am at a crossroads. Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks guys.