So, I got the chance to hit with my varsity coach the other day from High School. I was excited, I wanted to show him how much I have improved since we last met. I felt good. During the match I felt like Roddick vs Federer. I don't know if it's a mental thing, or a physical thing but I didn't feel any pressure mentally. But my game naturally, did not even come close to his. He was on another planet. It feels after months and months of a lot of practice and training has come down to nothing. It feels like I haven't improved against him. He was my goal to beat, if I could beat him I could go to the next level. But, I didn't even come close even after working so hard. Not even close. I'm completely destroyed, and so is my fighting spirit. Not sure if I should continue, or just quit.