I don't know what it is with me. I need to vent tonight. First set is 6-3. I lose my serve first game of the second set and lose 6-3. I play the third set tough and get to 5-2. Then its 5-4. All I had to do was hold serve! Then I'm down 6-5. I break back for 6-6. My one shining moment. I had match points all during that 5-2 run. Couldn't close it. I play with a shoulder that i'm protective of, but I played so conservatively. Even started to push a little. The guy i'm playing can't create any pace. I got sick of him feeding off of me. I'm down the whole tie break until i go from 4-5 to 6-5 with my serve! I blow it. I lose 6-8 in the tie break. Sorry done venting. Cliff Notes. I get match points, or I play guys who are worse then me. IMO. I make silly mistakes and errors. Sometimes I feel bad i'm going to win. What do you guys do to help close out matches?