you got beat by the recruit and you're judging them as "not as good" as you thought they'd be?? ....
so far you got one game off the person, even though you said you threw at least 3 games...which btw why are you throwing away games??
do tournies like other posters will say. i never done the d1 route since i suck but i assume you can fill an app with the school or maybe find a way play the college's d1 players if you think you're good enough to show the coach what you're made of.