The racket you use makes all the different in the world. What racket are you talking about? Also keep in mind this is going to be a non-standard pattern and may not be good for your racket. Could be bad for your racket. And may requires special tools like a starting clamp.
When you're dead you don't know you're dead. It's the same way when you're stupid.
Balance - 31.0 cm, Weight - 358 g, SW - 346 Kgcm^2