Originally Posted by spaceman_spiff
For days I've been thinking about posting a long-winded comment about how the OP should take the opportunity to test himself, up his game, learn from superior opponents, and so on. But, I realized that all my thoughts on the subject could be better summarized in four letters: MTFU.
Except that the OP is apparently a woman (I forensically analyzed some previous posts), I agree 100%. I guess MTFU still applies even then.