Yeah, I can imagine it too. I've been putting in tons of miles and balls over the winter break and I hope it's about to pay off. Somewhere along the line I lost my edge and let some people get ahead of me so I'm not even Varsity ANYMORE. Hopefully I'll be playing a match against our #7 and get it back to where I need to be.
Honestly, I'm hoping to play 1-singles this year. I'm way too hungry to have any other goals.