You can relay my resume to Suda bhai. You are familiar with my mentorship work on the forums over the years. Tell them about graduates like Carsomyr who went on to do their own fine work after completing their thesis under my guidance.
Basically, it tells you that life goes in waves, ups and downs. For a while, you can't move, then you get help and you can move once again! I suggest you take a physics course to understand this phenomenon better.