This question has been bothering me for about two years now. I'm a male by the way. I guess it started when I was approached at MCO airport for a modelling opportunity a couple years ago. I turned it down thinking it was a scam and I was with my tennis coach at the time, who was an all business sort of guy. As I looked back at it, I found out the management agency-Why not models, is actually a pretty big deal. I got compliments on my looks a lot in high school, but was always a little insecure about having a lot of scars-I used to skateboard a lot with some tiny scars along my arms, and would have some crazy freak injuries. What I saw as an opportunity let go, it turned into a competition, being a immature high school student, I was always seeing (from my perspective) how much better I looked than someone else. I simply wanted to be the most handsome man in the world, for some reason, I've felt insecure about it. That's why I have threads on Brad Pitt-arguably the world's most attractive man, I sometimes wonder why women love him, and to be blunt, there isn’t much symmetry about him, and as I’ve analyzed him, I just don’t see much. But then there are good pictures of him like the one for the nndb.org if you type in his name, that leaves me frustrated. This one from the Devil’s Own I've looked at so many men, not because I'm gay, but because I try to look at them and rationalize why I look better than them. I’ve looked at so many beauty types, from Lars Burmeister, Baptiste Giabiconi, Errol Flynn, Gregory Peck, Jamie Dornan, and the list goes on and on. One thing I’ve always wondered was the female perspective on them, and why some of them strike me as beautiful and others do not, I wonder what females think of them. Another thing I feel is that my eyes might be a little small, it would be nice to have huge eyes, after all the thing that lets us see can be the most beautiful thing in the world. Honestly, I feel very confused about it, maybe I’ve been delusional this whole time, maybe I’m nothing compared to any of them. I just don’t know. But all I can say, I hope I don’t come off as prideful So if anyone has any helpful advice, would be wonderful.