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G.O.A.T.
I just played a match against a 4.0 player and lost 6-3 6-1. I'm now 0-5 against 4.0 level players. Maybe I should give up trying to move up. I feel as though 3.5 is a level of just being mediocre or average.
Today my 1st serve was effective, but my best shot, the backhand, fell apart. I had a couple of games that I had break point chances, but couldn't convert. At times I just felt resigned to ending this match ASAP. The first set I can't be too mad because there was only one break of serve. The second set I blew chances to make it much closer.
I practiced 2-4 hours a day 6 days/week for a few weeks leading up to that match. Granted I expected to lose that match and I also signed up to play a 3.5 match later today. But I wonder if I realistically have any chance at becoming a 4.0. I'm 31, most of my playing friends are 3.5 and below, I made countless changes to my forehand and serve, and I've been eager to improve for the past 2 years. I've improved, but I wonder how much losing I'll have to endure before I see results. Is it even worth it? Is being a 3.5 player a bad thing? I just don't want to be average at something I actually care about.
Just letting out some tension and frustration before I play another match in an hour.
Today my 1st serve was effective, but my best shot, the backhand, fell apart. I had a couple of games that I had break point chances, but couldn't convert. At times I just felt resigned to ending this match ASAP. The first set I can't be too mad because there was only one break of serve. The second set I blew chances to make it much closer.
I practiced 2-4 hours a day 6 days/week for a few weeks leading up to that match. Granted I expected to lose that match and I also signed up to play a 3.5 match later today. But I wonder if I realistically have any chance at becoming a 4.0. I'm 31, most of my playing friends are 3.5 and below, I made countless changes to my forehand and serve, and I've been eager to improve for the past 2 years. I've improved, but I wonder how much losing I'll have to endure before I see results. Is it even worth it? Is being a 3.5 player a bad thing? I just don't want to be average at something I actually care about.
Just letting out some tension and frustration before I play another match in an hour.