so my sophmore year my coach got on my case for always showing emotion on the court. in some case it made me play better but at the league finals, i exploded causing me to lose the match. so i got fed up with it because i realized tennis is my passion and even if i lose 100 times to one guy if i take a set of them i know i can be better. so i worked my a** off at improving my "psyco" attitude as the coach called it and damn did i change. i had fun, i was still emotional but competitive and played better.... up until a couple days ago. so my sister was driving me to a tournament and i have never been there before. so i say just follow the street and you will find the spot. unfortunatly she saw a sign that said take a right so she decided to follow her own intuition and take the turn. needless to say i was late and started down 3 games to a guy who gets to serve. i was already angry and rather than focusing, she tried to watch me making me even more annoyed. since than, everytime i get on court to play what i think i love, i just lose it and go crazy. i cant have fun and i am losing to players who i should be beating (considering i have done it before or beat people who have beaten them). so now i dont know what to do. i dont like tennis right now but i still remember the fun i used to have.