Yesterday i had my first comp match, i have been playing for 4 months and play a weekend round robin type comp where each match consists of 2 teams of 3 players. I was up against the number one singles opponent which i talked to after a friendly warm up doubles which he told me he has been playing for 6 years. My game started off pretty badly which i thought is normal for a first match and was down 0-3. Then my serve into some zone where i served like i had never served before and was making shot like i couldn't believe and soon i was up 5-4 which seems impossible to me and then finished the match with 3 aces to close the game. Now i was really happy, enough to even brag about it on here as you can see until i looked over at my opponent who was visibly upset chucking his racket around and almost crying. I was really shaken up from this as it is just friendly weekend comp(i think) and i feel really sorry for some reason. I just don't think i have the mind for winning if i feel sorry for the opponent.