Quite some shades you're throwing there, Hitman

. Yes it may look 'funny' from outside. But we're all from the outside looking in this time and from the inside looking out the other time. So yes, funny this time. The other times, maybe not so much.
Well, I can't speak for any Rafa fan. In fact I'm a Fedal fan elvolving from a Fed fan (die hard double Swiss it was) (yep, Fedal fans are not unicorns

.) But here's a view from an insider this time.
I didn't say Rafa was injured and blamed it for the loss. I know perfectly well what Fed is capable of. I'm not his fan for only how "cute" he is.
But it's clear Rafa had some problem with his knee, confirmed by Grosjean (he and his team still refuse to talk about it), if the sudden appearance of the bandage and his slower movement weren't indicative enough.
(Unless of course to some Mastroenians it's just another antic of that cheating bull, a premade excuse for the inevitable loss because he was still running like a bunny on juice (
carrot?

.)
I know many Rafa fans were extremely disappointed and pissed about the loss. I wasn't. Fed won it fair and square and was simply the better player, like he always has been outside clay, especially on that court.
Personally I was (and still am) only worried whether he's injured or not and that there's a chance he might aggravate any problem he was having, now matter how minor. Given his story and also a fan's history, one can be forgiven to feel and think so. And I guess there're other fans like me out there as well.
Yes so it was bothering me and affecting my watching the final. But I would have felt just the same had Fed worn an undershirt
and moved "different".
Like Garry Duane I was relieved because it's not close. Not sure if we had the same reason. But it has never been easy anyway.
Still I know for sure I'm not coping anything. Just some worries. Some conflicted feelings.
Now I think maybe I can speak a bit for this particular fan (no idea who), hope he or she won't mind.
I think it's perfectly normal to feel bad and not want to go back to the thread/forum during a time like that (or this). Nothing strange or "coward" about it imo. That happens all the time in every fan base. Still hanging around doesn't necessarily mean "coping well/better" or "brave" imo.
But hitman, I thought normally the word "coping" would sound more
sympathetic?