No, its not that, your just expecting to much to fast. You cannot achieve it in a short window, doesnt mean you cant get there eventually. Days like today for you should be a learning experience, without the bad ones we cant have good ones.
What i meant about your expectations, always judging in finality because of what happened today. Much like our man, lets give it some time and see how things pan out before rushing to judgement
Just sounds to me like your trying to be something, a great tennis player, grappler or business man. You do all things well now, yet trying to make all three better at one time.