Q. Quite likely this match wasn't the match to feel emotional and it'll possibly come at DC in November, but do you start to feel inside of you that this is getting over?
Rafa: "It's not that I'm starting to feel it. The thing is that I've already assumed it and know it. In the end the decision's fully taken. Last year I said that quite likely this would be my last year and it's gonna be so. Simply I've announced it a bit later.
If people were expecting me to announce it before RG or not, I said this would likely be my last year and in the end it will be so. I've simply given myself time enough to take a decision that implies a big change in my life from what I've been doing for the last 30 years,
since my life as a tennis player didn't start when I became professional but way before that. Hence to take a new direction in your life you have to be 100% sure. You don't have to take the decision because of what you're told or what you may hear. You have to be fully convinced.
When I've felt I was convinced [to take such a decision], I've let people know. That's how it's been. In the end for me DC will be emotional, no doubt, as it'll be my last event & in addition representing my country. Also, to make things clear, so that there's no doubt about it:
I'm gonna be in the team because my captain has considered it so and I'm gonna try to get ready for it as best as possible. But I'm only gonna be in the team playing my match if the captain consider I have more chances than other fellow players, not because I'm retiring.
I'm only gonna play my single matches if I'm better prepared than my colleagues. I have the responsibility of representing Spain. This isn't my farewell, this is DC, which has priority over my goodbye. If I'm not ready I'm the 1st one not wanting to assume a role I don't deserve"
Q. Has there been a moment where you've considered the possibility of playing for a bit longer, as you were not able to play in some places that were important for you? or you haven't reached that point...
Rafa: "Of course it's happened, as I've delayed taking the decision. I mean, people in Rome & Paris wanted to make a farewell ceremony and I decided not to have any because there was no need to feel obliged to do something.
In the end, I wanted to give me some time that I considered was necessary to see how my body evolved after a very serious hip surgery. So, I wanted to give myself the chance to see if my body evolved positively. Things are pretty simple: I'm not burned out or tired of my sport.
Simply, my body doesn't respond in the way I need it to do it for me to be worth doing what I'm doing. But I'm happy doing what I do. I enjoy playing tennis, tho I'm not able to do it regularly and at the level that's worthwhile and motivates me.
But to reach this conclusion I've needed to let some time go by. I think it was something I needed, as when you take such a decision you have to be fully convinced that it is the right decision.
I'm not gonna retire from something I've done for my whole life, and in addition I love doing, with the doubt if I should have waited for a bit longer. I needed to be convinced about it and today I'm convinced this is what I need."