I am so stupid. I played in a tournament today, after not hitting a ball in 2 weeks!!!! wtf was I thinking! I think I won maybe 10 points the whole match to someone that I could have beaten or at least hang with on a normal day. I hit maybe 3 clean returns all match, and his serves was slow too. I lost 0-0 in 40 minutes, SOOOO EMBARASING! Should I go back and play my consolation match? my opponent is not found in the rankings anywhere, but I dont know. You have no idea how mad I am right now, if I go back and loose again terribly, I will literally blow up, 30 minute drive... sigh, I try calling the local club for ball machine but they are closed. It was terrible, 1/10 shots I hit actually made contact with the strings! all the other shots were off my throats, I dont even know what happened besides the fact I didnt touch a racquet in 2 weeks. I really dont want to go back, any thoughts?