Manda_D
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u think u find the one that your ment to be with but then everything just goes crazy and bad and its over just like that?
my boyfriend is the first and only boy i have ever loved. we met through my best friend who is also one of his close mates.. thats pretty much the best way to meet someone i think. because you know that if there friends with your friends that they should be okay.
from the very 1st time we met i knew he wasnt the same as every other boy. we just connected and clicked from the 1st moment we spoke and to me, this never happends, it always takes a while to have that sort of a connection.
we lost contact for a few months but then randomly met eachother again at a local club.
we then started seeing eachother almost everyday after that, but he had some emotional baggage from his previous relationship so it took us almost 4 months after 1st hooking up for him to ask me out.
everything was going awesome till we started having little fights.. mostly about how he still wants to be best friends with his ex girlfriend.... the one who hurt him so badly!
i was sort of okay with this till he said to me that he started getttings feelings back for her and the way that he "thinks" he could deal with it was to stop seeing her for a month....
that was 4 months ago and now im so scared that hes going to leave me for her that little fights blow up into big fights.
i love this boy so much but i get the feeling that he doesnt love me. i ask him if he does and his reply is.. it takes time baby.... its now been 9 months!
why is it that whenever i start to fall hard for someone that i find every little thing that could be wrong and just blow it up and make it a huge deal??!!
im so sick of getting hurt.. maybe i should just give up all together.
sorry about this post guys. i just really need to get it all off my chest
my boyfriend is the first and only boy i have ever loved. we met through my best friend who is also one of his close mates.. thats pretty much the best way to meet someone i think. because you know that if there friends with your friends that they should be okay.
from the very 1st time we met i knew he wasnt the same as every other boy. we just connected and clicked from the 1st moment we spoke and to me, this never happends, it always takes a while to have that sort of a connection.
we lost contact for a few months but then randomly met eachother again at a local club.
we then started seeing eachother almost everyday after that, but he had some emotional baggage from his previous relationship so it took us almost 4 months after 1st hooking up for him to ask me out.
everything was going awesome till we started having little fights.. mostly about how he still wants to be best friends with his ex girlfriend.... the one who hurt him so badly!
i was sort of okay with this till he said to me that he started getttings feelings back for her and the way that he "thinks" he could deal with it was to stop seeing her for a month....
that was 4 months ago and now im so scared that hes going to leave me for her that little fights blow up into big fights.
i love this boy so much but i get the feeling that he doesnt love me. i ask him if he does and his reply is.. it takes time baby.... its now been 9 months!
why is it that whenever i start to fall hard for someone that i find every little thing that could be wrong and just blow it up and make it a huge deal??!!
im so sick of getting hurt.. maybe i should just give up all together.
sorry about this post guys. i just really need to get it all off my chest