monkeyisland90
Rookie
Ok, actually it wasn't the loss that bothered me.. but the fact i didn't play up to par and I have no idea why that happaned.. Just like studying hard for a test and you know you have all the knowledge.. but when test time goes you go blank and you play even worse then you picked up racquet ... I know this is why we have sports psyhoclogy and it's personal issue of mine I'm trying to find answer but anyone experience same thing? It was a challenge match for a usta team that is really competive and I think i might have some odd vibes from my opponent (who is my teammate also)..and just felt cold playing him.. mixed with nerves .... equaled shanking balls and mystery i still have yet to find answer too.. Been playing 5 years all year around and trying to find out what's the reason behind this but i can only make a conclusion that i might be head case I mean when I'm playing well, i can beat 4.5 players (not pushing.. but actual aggressive play with game plan and purpose)... but there are these days when my mind just shuts off and i'm in the dark where nothing is working..
I always almost debating on quitting becuase all these years of practicing, spending lot of money, and desire to be great has kind of put a shot in my heart when stuff like this happens.. But tennis has brought me good stuff also and became kind of like my safe crack so I'm sure i won't be quitting even if these experiences do keep coming.. I just don't want to let it sit in my memory bank as it keeps crawling back in my head before, during and after a match...
Ok, so back to the question... when you have a match that "counts" and have teammates relying on you and you play way below your par ... how do you cope .... I try to think of other things or even sleep on it.. but kind of seems that it's bothering me a lot... eventually time goes by it goes away, but I just want a faster way to cope so it doesn't affect my reasoning and functioning in daily life..
Or maybe i just need a break from tennis :neutral:
I always almost debating on quitting becuase all these years of practicing, spending lot of money, and desire to be great has kind of put a shot in my heart when stuff like this happens.. But tennis has brought me good stuff also and became kind of like my safe crack so I'm sure i won't be quitting even if these experiences do keep coming.. I just don't want to let it sit in my memory bank as it keeps crawling back in my head before, during and after a match...
Ok, so back to the question... when you have a match that "counts" and have teammates relying on you and you play way below your par ... how do you cope .... I try to think of other things or even sleep on it.. but kind of seems that it's bothering me a lot... eventually time goes by it goes away, but I just want a faster way to cope so it doesn't affect my reasoning and functioning in daily life..
Or maybe i just need a break from tennis :neutral: