hi ,i posted this in rants but i need advice to so im posting it here 2, im really annoyed at what i did to myself when i was younger.
from the age 10 -14 i played at top junior level.
anyway at age 10 i started playing tennis 3 hours a day and also started not to eat, i only eat like one meal a day and before school i would only have an orange juice and for lunch a drink and half a sandwich which most the time i only had about 3 bites of and i went out to play football at lunch.
the only real time i enjoyed a meal was when i had a macdonalds anything else i didnt really want to eat.
so gradually year by year i got thinner and i did have a growth spurt that started just as i turned 13 , i grew from about 5ft2 to 5ft7, and at 13 and a half i was measured at 173 cm about 5ft8.
just after this growth spurt finished i had a flu which lasted 2 weeks and by the time it ended i was malnurished and basically virtually anorexic.
A docter examined me one day at 13 and he saw me with my shirt of and he told me i was very week and my parents told me i needed to gain weight.
when i turned 14 and half i saw myself as very thin and starteded to eat like a pig,
as i needed to gain weight , i became a little halthier and wasnt malnurished but still there wasnt much fat on me left.
i measured myself at 15 and i was still the same height and also at 16 i remained the same height and weight as 15.
i went fro being the tallest to nearly the smallest boy and also i looked very young for my age now as, my frame had not grown at all same head size and fingers etc as i had at 13.
im 21 now and i remain 5ft8 and nearly 11 stone , i have very heavy bones ,even when i was virtually anorexic i still weighed just under 8 stone.
my friends who were my height at 13 are now 5-6 inches taller than me now and also much more physically developed.
my body didnt develop properly because of nearly 4 years of over exerting myself and undereating.
it is very depressing not only from a social point of view but also vey depressing for my tennis. i feel like im still a boy playing against other men.
people have a very big advantage over my in term or reach and weight, i only managed to climb 2 levels after 14 while some of my ex player partners are playing at low pro level.
is there anything i can do about my physique to help mt tennis, is there anyway i can get taller or stronger.
thanks.
from the age 10 -14 i played at top junior level.
anyway at age 10 i started playing tennis 3 hours a day and also started not to eat, i only eat like one meal a day and before school i would only have an orange juice and for lunch a drink and half a sandwich which most the time i only had about 3 bites of and i went out to play football at lunch.
the only real time i enjoyed a meal was when i had a macdonalds anything else i didnt really want to eat.
so gradually year by year i got thinner and i did have a growth spurt that started just as i turned 13 , i grew from about 5ft2 to 5ft7, and at 13 and a half i was measured at 173 cm about 5ft8.
just after this growth spurt finished i had a flu which lasted 2 weeks and by the time it ended i was malnurished and basically virtually anorexic.
A docter examined me one day at 13 and he saw me with my shirt of and he told me i was very week and my parents told me i needed to gain weight.
when i turned 14 and half i saw myself as very thin and starteded to eat like a pig,
as i needed to gain weight , i became a little halthier and wasnt malnurished but still there wasnt much fat on me left.
i measured myself at 15 and i was still the same height and also at 16 i remained the same height and weight as 15.
i went fro being the tallest to nearly the smallest boy and also i looked very young for my age now as, my frame had not grown at all same head size and fingers etc as i had at 13.
im 21 now and i remain 5ft8 and nearly 11 stone , i have very heavy bones ,even when i was virtually anorexic i still weighed just under 8 stone.
my friends who were my height at 13 are now 5-6 inches taller than me now and also much more physically developed.
my body didnt develop properly because of nearly 4 years of over exerting myself and undereating.
it is very depressing not only from a social point of view but also vey depressing for my tennis. i feel like im still a boy playing against other men.
people have a very big advantage over my in term or reach and weight, i only managed to climb 2 levels after 14 while some of my ex player partners are playing at low pro level.
is there anything i can do about my physique to help mt tennis, is there anyway i can get taller or stronger.
thanks.