@S&V-not_dead_yet @mcs1970 @fuzz nation @Dolgopolov85
Today was another proof how my mentality and head lets me down, this is going to take some hard work to get over, im sure it will get better with time and il really work hard on try to improve it, but it is quite funny.
We were playing, 4 people on 2 courts and switching a bit from time to time.
First we warmed up.
Then we played "points" but didn't really count or anything, just playing like you want to win the point and then play next point.
After like 1 hour of that, the 2nd hour we actually played points but this time we counted, till 7.
The first hour when we just played point by point and tried to win the point, and no counting or all, I played really well, great shootmaking, not alot of unforced errors, won most points, and I focused on watching the ball and really had a good feeling.
The 2nd hour I started losing almost all matches, suddenly started making a ton of unforced errors, tightness creeped in, from time to time I noticed im not watching the ball at all anymore but focusing my eyes on the opponent etc..
Pretty disappointing.. but im sure it will get better, I just get to get over this mental hump and teach miself to play like the 1st hour, where im looking POINT to POINT, and after its over I forget everything from before and focus only on the next point. Instead of when the real match starts, and I focus on my mistakes the last point, and focus on the result and how it might turn out , and if I lose this point its 0:2 already etc.. its actually quite logical that thinking this way is self destructive, but its hard to get out of this mindset, il just have to really focus and work on this.