Djokolate
Professional
He was clearly upset when he wrote this so give it a rest.
Shutup. I mean, I'm 14 and I went through some pretty bad stuff when I was like 10 and 11, but I didn't give up, I came back and won. Because, clearly, I am a fighter, not an ass who just feels upset about himself and concentrates on sadness rather than concentrating on what he did wrong and what he can improve on. To the OP, you need to get better and put every bit of work you have into it, and if that doesn't work, try harder. I was around 10 when this kicked to me but I thought of playing better. I worked extremely hard as well when I went through this stuff, and failed, and tried harder. So really, he doesn't need TLC, he just needs a bit of tough love.