teppeiahn1
Rookie
Lets just start off by saying ever since i was a little kid, I was very competetive. If i loose in a board/ card game, I would cry. I am 16 right now and I play a whole lots of tennis. My problem is that I get mad easily only when im playing tennis. When I say mad, please dont think of me throwing my raquet because thats 1 thing I would never do. I try my best to keep my cool in check, but sometimes, if I miss an easy shot, I blue out some thing like DAMN!! like realy loud. I dont get angry if the opponent hits a clean winner from baseline though.. lol.
Anyways, today I played a guy and I was up 5-0. Hes a solid 4.5 male tournament player and has alot of experience. As I was up, he started to come back and unntill 5-3 I kept my cool but after he broke me twice, I snapped. Tennis wasnt abotu having fun anymore, it was all about winning.
Thats how I been feeling lately. All I want to do is win win win. Oviously,its not a bad thing but I take it to the extreme. Ive tried many times to not do anything like bluring out realy loud but nothing has worked. Any motivation to keep me from doing this ?
Right now, This is not a HUGE problem, but looking about 10 years from now, it might be something very negative.
Anyways, today I played a guy and I was up 5-0. Hes a solid 4.5 male tournament player and has alot of experience. As I was up, he started to come back and unntill 5-3 I kept my cool but after he broke me twice, I snapped. Tennis wasnt abotu having fun anymore, it was all about winning.
Thats how I been feeling lately. All I want to do is win win win. Oviously,its not a bad thing but I take it to the extreme. Ive tried many times to not do anything like bluring out realy loud but nothing has worked. Any motivation to keep me from doing this ?
Right now, This is not a HUGE problem, but looking about 10 years from now, it might be something very negative.