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Music has been the unatainable love of my life. I had piano lessons as a kid for a number of years, but quit because I wasn't getting anywhere. I could play some pieces reasonably well if I was relaxed, but more often than not it was a painful experience. My hands would get stiff, so I would either play too loud or too soft. Sustain pedal action was a mess. But...
The most challenging thing for me was hand independence. This is the main subject of my post. Hand independence at the piano (specifically parts with different metrics/rhythms) was incredibly hard. It's as if my brain can't even think the two different parts simultaneously. To give you an example: Listen to this piece by Nick Drake (River Man). It's not a piano piece, but it is a very clear example of what I mean. Notice the rhythmic pattern in the chord part and then notice the main melodic line (voice). It's pure beauty, but it's something I don't think I'd be able to ever play.
I can't overstate how much this frustrates me. I am very good at thinking songs in my head. I am very good at coming up with melodies, harmonies, etc. But I can't execute. I don't know if it's something intrinsically wrong with my brain, or if it is something that could be learned. This problem threw me into a deep depression a few times, and recently I've been thinking of pursuing music again, and I'm going down that same path. I just want to know if it's a hopeless pursuit and I'd better forget about music and move in a different direction. Ironically, I'm exceptionally good at writing, but it never attracted me so much as the pure joy of music for some reason (Fate's cruel design, I think).
The most challenging thing for me was hand independence. This is the main subject of my post. Hand independence at the piano (specifically parts with different metrics/rhythms) was incredibly hard. It's as if my brain can't even think the two different parts simultaneously. To give you an example: Listen to this piece by Nick Drake (River Man). It's not a piano piece, but it is a very clear example of what I mean. Notice the rhythmic pattern in the chord part and then notice the main melodic line (voice). It's pure beauty, but it's something I don't think I'd be able to ever play.
I can't overstate how much this frustrates me. I am very good at thinking songs in my head. I am very good at coming up with melodies, harmonies, etc. But I can't execute. I don't know if it's something intrinsically wrong with my brain, or if it is something that could be learned. This problem threw me into a deep depression a few times, and recently I've been thinking of pursuing music again, and I'm going down that same path. I just want to know if it's a hopeless pursuit and I'd better forget about music and move in a different direction. Ironically, I'm exceptionally good at writing, but it never attracted me so much as the pure joy of music for some reason (Fate's cruel design, I think).
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