ogruskie
Professional
Hello everybody. Before I begin my story, I'd like to ask you to not judge and degrade me for what I've done. I know that what I've done was extremely stupid and irresponsible, and I've learned my lesson.
Last August I started smoking cigarettes. I was at a party, and a friend offered me a cigarette. Before then, I've been extremely healthy. In fact I had my checkup sometime during the summer, and the doctor said that my lungs were in excellent condition. I never smoked, exercised daily, had a drink or two once in a while. But during the party I was pretty wasted, and the curiosity got to me. I had the cigarette.
I hated it at first, but my curiosity grew. What was so special about smoking cigarettes? I had one more. Then a few more. Before I knew it, I was visiting my local liquor store buying a new pack.
I have to mention that I wasn't a chain smoker. I mean, I'd go through a pack over the course of two weeks. I can't really calculate how much I'd smoke a day but it wasn't that frequent.
I went cold turkey at the start of February. So it's been...about 6 months of smoking? The cravings were initially harsh but I put my focus elsewhere. Since February I've been exercising every single day, either lifting weights or running. My lungs were utterly weak at first but after a few weeks I started regaining my old fitness.
So how much damage have I done to myself? Is the time period that I've been smoking enough to develop any sort of lung cancer or other disease? I'm deathly afraid of going to my doctor for that checkup, but I realize that I have to do it. I just wanted to hear some thoughts.
Last August I started smoking cigarettes. I was at a party, and a friend offered me a cigarette. Before then, I've been extremely healthy. In fact I had my checkup sometime during the summer, and the doctor said that my lungs were in excellent condition. I never smoked, exercised daily, had a drink or two once in a while. But during the party I was pretty wasted, and the curiosity got to me. I had the cigarette.
I hated it at first, but my curiosity grew. What was so special about smoking cigarettes? I had one more. Then a few more. Before I knew it, I was visiting my local liquor store buying a new pack.
I have to mention that I wasn't a chain smoker. I mean, I'd go through a pack over the course of two weeks. I can't really calculate how much I'd smoke a day but it wasn't that frequent.
I went cold turkey at the start of February. So it's been...about 6 months of smoking? The cravings were initially harsh but I put my focus elsewhere. Since February I've been exercising every single day, either lifting weights or running. My lungs were utterly weak at first but after a few weeks I started regaining my old fitness.
So how much damage have I done to myself? Is the time period that I've been smoking enough to develop any sort of lung cancer or other disease? I'm deathly afraid of going to my doctor for that checkup, but I realize that I have to do it. I just wanted to hear some thoughts.