Didnt mean you
. I see your point, and people are different. A lot also has to do with age i think. Im 3 years older than Fed, and im a different person now than when i was 20. When youre young you think a delayed plane or a missed party is the end of the world. When you get older and have kids you grow up and see whats important in life; good health, happy healthy kids etc. I mean, its just tennis, it isnt cancer, war or starving.
As for being a Fed-fan im grateful for all the good moments. I like tennis and all this Fedalovic stuff is part of the fun. If Djokovic getting to 21 REALLY makes you lose your sleep you should either skip watching tennis or travel around the world to see what real problems are.
As for Fed i just have to trust what he says, if he is lying i feel sorry for him, but I dont see the point in speculating. Its a rather foolish thing imo to speculate in if and how much it bothers Fed if Djokovic surpasses him. I mean, who cares what Fed is feeling about it?